Today has been a foggy blur. As I spent the vast majority of it in bed. Every time I tried to get up and think about being productive even in the smallest way. I collapsed. I feel exhausted. But why? Other than my stress and anxiety and the usual ups and downs of being bipolar. I have not done anything of value in recent memory. Yet I feel so drained both mentally and physically. I never really got depressed before with my bipolar, as I normally am very manic. This is a first for me. I hope the last as well. I have enough issues in my life, I dont need more. As the evening has set in, and I am not sure how long I will last. I wanted to capture my mood. Scary really, and I am scared. But if history teaches me anything this too shall pass and I will live to see another day. I just hope that day comes soon. This is just an odd bleak feeling and I do not like it. I know it is not much, but I forced myself to take this photograph and to share it. If nothing else comes from today, I have this.
This photo was taken using,
Olympus OM-D E-M5, M.Zuiko Digital 1.4x Telecoverter MC-14, Metabone N/F-M43mount Nikon Nikkor 35mm 1:2.8 @ F5.6 1/6s ISO500 35mm
FYI, this lens is full manual, and I shoot in full manual, raw and in mono color mode.This Photography at its core. Figuring out the light, Fstop, ISO, Exposer and focus all by the numbers. Yea Im old school with todays tools.
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